Hi. . .
It’s been 15 days since I posted about my board exam experience.
Actually I dont know where to start. I dont know how to tell all this feelings to my friends especially to my family.
That’s why I’ll just leave it here.
If you would remember, what I wrote in “BOARD EXAM EXPERIENCE” that I will be more stronger than before. . .
But until now I cant find my purpose yet.
Hanggang ngayon, di ko alam kung paano ba? Kung saan ba ako magsisimula? Kung bakit kelangan kong magsimula ulit.
I can’t tell my parents because I’m afraid I might disappoint them.
Im afraid. . .
I have this fear.
Fear of following my hearts desire. 🙁
I cant even find myself smiling.
I just find myself smiling bitterly.
I cried for the past 15 days.
I cry everyday.
I need a shoulder to cry on.
I need a hug guys 🙁
I need someone to tell me “Im here to listen to you”.
I really need someone to hug me right now.
I need to save myself.